This cycle I need to break
Two steps forward
Then ten back the other way.
The Progression of my sealed fate.
Fighting this addiction
Plagued with a disease.
Any time I’ve felt under the weather
Hittin the bottles never made me feel better.
Bottoms up, this vicious cycles a killer
Need to make a conscious effort to get better
I cant unleash the beast
the party animal is calling me
every demon in my head is fucking smiling
build it up just to burn it all down
chasing the bottom of the bottle
till im under ground.
When’s enough? Enough.
Enough. its got a fuck grip on me
Choking the life out my insides
Everything.
Time to put an end to this
Histories been on repeat
“one more” will be the end of me
never have I (ever) felt so weak.
UK82-inspired hardcore punk from Christchurch, New Zealand, gruff and fast and economical and, of course, righteously pissed. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 16, 2020